can someone please give me advice in learning.. i really want to have a understanding for the world around me but its hard when i have NO ONE to teach me or have any idea on how to go about learning i got into bad things in highschool and basically threw my chance of learning away now im severely paying for it and i really need someone to help me because i look around and see how absolutely beautiful world is and i want to know how it works when i see something happening i want to be able to know what is going on and WHY people i know i might sound like a fool but this is something i really want in life and am willing to work hard on it but i need someone to help me..