I am a student of mathematics at the biggest university in my country. 1st year.

My problem:

The way of study, of our time, disturbs me. I hate being build up in the shape of a tool. So I need to change something.

My solution:

This may seem a little bit extreme. I will leave the university. I make money with computers in many ways so I can support myself.

The request:

For any university teachers of mathematics on this forum( and others that can help):

I still want to learn mathematics but just in my own way. I will be very gratefull if you can give me some full( up-to date) curriculum in your branch of math.

Thanks.