Thread: Nick

I have Aspgergers / PDD-NOS / Autism, General Anxiety Disorder, OCD, and probably Dyslexia and Scotopic Sensitivity Disorder, I am horrible at reading and math, basically anything textual, and have no reliable way to gain any kind of knowledge. I often feel like ninety-nine percent of the people around me are idiots yet they all treat me as if I am a child or retarded. Currently my life is filled with the pain of others around me and I can not even deal with my own pain.


To sum it up, my mind moves faster than my conscience can keep up and a majority of the medical professionals I have seen are just as stupid as everyone else. I have been put on many medications since I was a child and now that I have finally been able to get off these medications, only because of God and Jesus, I am trying to find my place in this world, a place in which I can be happy and try to do the most good as I possibly can for everyone.


Now that I am done with my own, little pitty party / rant / introduction, I will probably end up sharing a few of my theories that I started to think about when I got off the medication. More than likely they will quickly be shot down because I have no way to prove them, other than saying, "They make sense to me because of < some stupid observation I have made >." Other than that I feel like it would be nice talking to random internet people that do not go around chanting twenty first chromosome or retard or are you drugs?


Also sorry for appearing to be a really bitter person, I am usually very nice and kind, today has been a horrible day and it often seems like I will never get out of this constant loop of hope and suffering.

I have been put on many medications since I was a child and now that I have finally been able to get off these medications, only because of God and Jesus

How did they cure you?

I am not cured, but am better able to deal with problems that the medications were only making worse or hiding.

A more direct response would be that because of God and Jesus I have not killed myself when there have been many times that I have wanted to die. God and Jesus give me a reason to keep taking the abuse that I have taken and still take. People who endure hardships tend to go one of two ways, they come to God or stray away. It is my belief that those who come to God are the ones smart enough to realize that they are still alive not because of themselves or anything, but only because of God.

So you are not cured and still have problems so they really did not do anything to relieve your actual problems.