I am lost, I don't consider myself as a stupid person, I am extremely curious,open minded and hyperactive.. I like to indulge in every topic and conversation, I like to be everywhere and to try everything, I have big appetite for knowledge.. but when it comes to interaction with people I am very stupid, naive, a person without character.. sometimes I am acting like a chameleon.. copying other people I like ( but I guess this is more or less normal behavior ) , even I am 22 years old I am acting really childish sometimes, I am very labile and insecure..
I like being around people, but lately I feel sad and vulnerable when I am around people.. and at the other side I can't isolate myself on a longer run.. I am simply not that type of a person. I don't know how to react in many situations or it has something to do with lack of courage.. but anyway I am trapped and I need to find a role model to live by. Can you help me somehow ? :|